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Wednesday, 31 December 2008

  • For Good.

    For the good part of year 2008 it has been eventful. I thank God for the seasons, that this fallen earth, since the end of the flood, has brought forth change, even though it wasn't made this way.

    I wished it would have been different. But I can't say it would be a better year. I believe that despite the way we see how our lives have moved on, perhaps, in our eyes, not very far yet I know in my heart, from the experiences this year, there is so much more that I've learned, because my life has been enriched, no matter what I faced.

    Spending time with precious people this year, I know there will be a season we cherish one another, hoping that in the little time and fellowship we had, in the hardship we endure together, in the prayers we commit each other to, we can one day look back and remember, those were good memories because God is always present in it.

    I sense that it is time to move on, to close another chapter in my book. So this shall be my last entry, and I'll start next year in another blog.

    I just want to end this year saying, the changes have been for good. There were times when I feel I have not measured up, failed and that people I treasure have been disappointed. But through it all, thank you for being my friends.

    Truly, I'll like to dedicate this beautiful song (because I was so touched by it!) to those who have gone through this year together, with me. I love you.

    I've heard it said
    That people come into our lives for a reason
    Bringing something we must learn
    And we are led
    To those who help us most to grow
    If we let them
    And we help them in return
    Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
    But I know I'm who I am today
    Because I knew you

    Like a comet pulled from orbit
    As it passes a sun
    Like a stream that meets a boulder
    Halfway through the wood
    Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
    But because I knew you
    I have been changed for good

    It well may be
    That we will never meet again
    In this lifetime
    So let me say before we part
    So much of me
    Is made of what I learned from you
    You'll be with me
    Like a handprint on my heart
    And now whatever way our stories end
    I know you have re-written mine
    By being my friend...

    Like a ship blown from its mooring
    By a wind off the sea
    Like a seed dropped by a skybird
    In a distant wood
    Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
    But because I knew you

    Because I knew you
    I have been changed for good

    And just to clear the air
    I ask forgiveness
    For the thing I've done you blame me for

    But then, I guess we know
    There's blame to share

    And none of it seems to matter anymore

    Like a comet pulled from orbit
    As it passes a sun
    Like a stream that meets a boulder
    Halfway through the wood

    Like a ship blown from its mooring
    By a wind off the sea
    Like a seed dropped by a bird in the wood

    Who can say if I've been
    Changed for the better?
    I do believe I have been
    Changed for the better

    And because I knew you...
    Because I knew you...

    Because I knew you...
    I have been changed for good.




Wednesday, 24 December 2008

  • His Shoulder

    Isaiah 9:6-7

           For to us a child is born,
           to us a son is given,
           and the government will be on his shoulders.
           And he will be called
           Wonderful Counselor, [b] Mighty God,
           Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.

           Of the increase of his government and peace
           there will be no end.
           He will reign on David's throne
           and over his kingdom,
           establishing and upholding it
           with justice and righteousness
           from that time on and forever.
           The zeal of the LORD Almighty
           will accomplish this.


    I invite us to ponder on the message of Christmas, the reason Jesus was born many years ago. You can find clues everywhere in the carols this season. This is the most important time of the year for me, because I want to set it apart to remember the very reason life is worth living for. The reason why we should not give up in what we do, the reason why in times of war, turmoil, captivity and lack, there is always Hope. Because God the Father did not give up, and in the most of humble place, we find baby Jesus in a manger, ok, its probably a feeding through for the animals but you get what I mean.

    For unto us a child is born, and unto us a son is given, and the government will be upon His shoulders. Such beautiful verse.

    The human shoulder is a remarkable mechanism, even the latest multi-linked suspension systems in cars fail to match the shoulder. It is made up of just three bones: collarbone, shoulder blade, and the upper arm bone linked by a complex grouping of muscles, ligaments and tendons. The bones come together in a ball and socket joint that allows maximum flexibility. The shoulder must be flexible for the wide range of motion required in the arms and hands and also strong enough to allow for actions such as lifting, pushing and pulling.
     
    The shoulder is vulnerable to dislocation, or separation from its connecting tendons and ligaments. Damage to the joint can "freeze" the shoulder, a painful condition of immobility.
     
    But the shoulder is a symbol of physical and emotional strength. The phrase, "I have broad shoulders" means that I can carry an extra burden of work or stress. "You can cry on my shoulder" indicates a willingness and capacity to comfort a hurting or grieving person with emotional support and a listening ear.
     
    There are obvious limits to human strength no matter how much we would rather it be otherwise. Shoulders can fail and break just as emotional patience and resiliency give way over time.
     
    In this season when the days are counted closely, the predominant question is "Are you ready for the holidays?" and the weight of a year's accumulation of work, ministry and effort is felt desperately, your shoulders may be weary. This is just a guess. I may be wrong. You may shrug it off--those shoulders again.
     
    God, who is rich in love and spends it extravagantly, knows you have limitations and weariness and are broken so he sent you a new pair of shoulders in Jesus Christ to carry the full weight of everything that needs to be done, ordered, fixed and protected.  The "government shall be upon his shoulders."
     
    He knows that you are frail and crumble easily (Ps. 103:14). He expects more failure from you than you expect from yourself. And in his great mercy, he gives you a pair of shoulders--true, strong and limitless--to meet every challenge that may come your way and to lift each burden that weighs you down. "Of the increase of his government and peace there will be no end" (Isa. 9:7).
     
    Because God knows that trust is an issue for the sin-damaged, betrayed and broken, he came to us as an infant who learned what it means to be carried on human shoulders that aren't always available or that might be too sore or too weak to give the needed support. Jesus grew in wisdom and stature which means he learned that he could not do it on his own as a human--that he needed the constant strength of his Father, that he needed grace because he was "tempted in every way like we are, yet without sin" (Heb. 4:15) and that means he was tempted to despair and give up, to give in, to be driven by desire over principle, to lose his temper, to take rather than to give, to justify himself, to go his own way on his own power.
     
    Jesus didn't give in because he knew and trusted the strength of his Father's shoulders to carry him (John 5:19, 26, 30; 6:38; 8:28; 14:28). His Father's shoulders are his shoulders in the mystery of God in three persons. They are more than adequate to carry you all the way home. "The Lord your God carried you, as a father carries his child, all the way that you went until you came to this place" (Deut. 1:31).
     
    I would not presume to know your need for stronger shoulders right now, but I believe with the full assurance of my mind and heart that Jesus' strength is more than equal to any burden that you may carry.
     
    "Come to me," he invites you. "Come to me, all of you who are tired and have heavy loads, and I will give you rest. Accept my teachings and learn from me, because I am gentle and humble in spirit, and you will find rest for your lives. The burden that I ask you to accept is easy; the load I give you to carry is light" (Matt. 11:28-30, God's Word). He has the shoulders to make good on this invitation. "My God will use his wonderful riches in Christ Jesus to give you everything you need" (Phil. 4:19). These are words to live by and shoulders, strong and flexible, to rely upon--all God and all grace.
     
    "O taste and see that the Lord is good. Happy are those who take refuge in him" (Ps. 34:8).

    Merry Christmas.


Saturday, 20 December 2008

  • Christmas

    Before I go further into what Christmas is, I've been caught short a few times now, trying to explain what an ideal Christmas is to me, you see, I love the carols with choir. In its entirety, Soprano, Alto, Tenor and Bass, with strong dynamics, together with an ochestra, in a cathedral lined with stained glass, to the smell of fresh incense, with angelic voices that reverberate through the halls, lit by candles, attended by families, and loved ones. A glimpse of glory.

    It is to me like a glimpse of the moment when Christ was born, and the heavens reveal the night sky, full of the hosts of angels, singing. And I believe since that time, men, have tried to imagine what it looks and feels like on the very night when Christ was born.

    Adelaide is the home of the AMEB, the equivalent to England's ABRSM. I'm sure the music here is great. But where will you be this Christmas?






    And of course, for those who can't quite understand my boring musical taste, I also like this.



Saturday, 06 December 2008

  • To Lead.

    One of the few things I enjoyed with my time back home was to just spend time watching television with dad back home. As many of you would know, watching the tele is not a habit I have, and that puts me in a very strange situation, because I don't know some adverts, I'm not up to date with the latest music scene, nor am I remotely in tune with prime time TV drama shows. A friend of mine says we ought to give credit where credit is due, and I must say, it is probably the up-bringing I had, because I wasn't encouraged to watch movies, drama series, or MTVs and the only programmes I was allowed to watch back in the days when ASTRO was first introduced were CNN, Discovery, National Geographic channels.

    Back to the point, mom usually watched prime time tv, usually chinese shows, and it really doesn't matter if the tv has sound or not, because firstly, I can't catch the mandarin (too deep), secondly, they have mandarin words anyway. But I enjoy watching non-prime time news, and yes, discovery channel's still a favourite. This year's pilgrimage home is a little special, in that I actually take interest in knowing what happens to the American Election. I know many people are following it for various reasons like what will happen to world policy, peace, economy, security, morality and much more. America is a nation that leads in many ways, there is always something different about the american way of life, even in their movies, when we watch them, there is something in us we can relate to, and it makes us want a piece of America. Or at least, that's what I like to think.

    I've always been interested in the leadership of the USA, not so much about the politics of blue and red (democrat and republican colours) but rather how one person, the President of a country so diverse, so rich, so advanced, so gifted, so varied, so free, run a government successfully. What qualities will a person need to lead such a complicated nation? A nation that is build upon God's principal, yet today promotes the values of separation of church and state, a nation that is so mixed in various cultures and races it isn't really about being white or coloured anymore, a nation that has so many tiers in its domestic economy yet doesn't have a welfare administration like the British system of governance, a nation that influences the world, yet struggles to find its own relevance in leading others.

    I wonder how many Christians in this world think or live like what America is to the nations of the world. We are called to be the light in the darkness, to be the salt of this earth and impact lives around us. And in the same parallel, we struggle with the "domestic" issues of our own life and wonder, how relevant what we do privately is to this world. Who do we really serve in our involvement in ministry? What principles will we choose to follow when others are looking to us? How much do we know about leading others to Jesus? How much do we know, about how Jesus lived His life as an example to leadership in our schools, uni, workplaces, and church life? Maybe you know enough to get you through to where you'd go. Maybe you don't know. My guess is, we both look to someone in our past or present as an example and try to "better" in the hope that we can "contribute" something better to the next generation of leaders. I know for one, beyond the moment itself, words mean few things.

    Sometimes I give up reasoning with other people, because it seems that the rest of the world thinks there is only one way of doing ministry, of leading people to Christ. In the many disagreements, I believe we have missed the point when in our actions, we want to reflect those differences. We have missed the point, when we disagree at the cost of unity, at the cost of another person's salvation.

    I believe as leaders, if you want to make change, you will have to be the first person to initiate something, and more often than not, it will come at a price, sacrifice. And I share with you today, I think the sacrifices are never meant to be worth it. That is why they are called sacrifices. It is for another's well being, not ours.

    If we must lead, we must lead by deed and example.





Friday, 05 December 2008

  • I declare You Are



    I was listening to the Album "Hello Love" by Chris Tomlin. I really like this song, called "God of this city". It sets a prayerful heart amidst what we perceive as darkness and hopelessness in where we are, and it declares that God is still God of this place, regardless of how desolate we feel wherever we are. It encouraged me greatly because often, this is how I feel for being in the city of Adelaide, with friends constantly leaving.

    I often think, with the efforts we put in, and sowing into people's lives, we seldom see results. We seldom reap harvests from our works. We often reap other people's work, and people often reap ours, and yes I've been very privileged to see the fruit of my sowing in rare instances, while not really taking full credit for it.

    Have you ever felt, that the difference you want to make isn't really felt in the place where you are? Would you wonder if that's really termed as "impacting the nations"?

    This song was written by a band called Bluetree. The story goes, the band was on a mission trip/tour to Thailand, and when they were in Pattaya, an owner of a bar ("brothel") got to know they were a band, and invited them to play in his bar. And it was there in streets of Pattaya, this song was spontaneously birthed in the middle of sets of songs Bluetree was performing. It was not written before, just spontaneously came, in the middle of a bar, of the streets of Pattaya, in Thailand.

    So will you join the likes of those who will give themselves to a cause greater than them? Will you choose to see the opportunities that is God given, instead of despair? Will you hope for greater things to come in where you are?